"The world can be amazing when you are slightly strange"
-Unknown
I'm feeling a little frazzle dazzled and spastic lately. I'm not sure what has gotten into me and I'm not sure where I'm heading, but for the first time in a long while, I'm kind of okay with it. I still don't like the idea of the unknown, but something has changed. Maybe I'm finally moving towards my destiny. I'm a firm believer of that, by the way, so just deal if you disagree with my theories. You don't have to read this if you chose to be a hater.
Why don't we agree to disagree?
Have you ever had that day, where you find yourself alone, and chattering away, laughing at a conversation you had via email with your prisoner boyfriend. No? Okay, that's just me.... I also caught myself doing a spontaneous karate kick for no reason, again, alone. I didn't realize it was weird until my co-worker mentioned my dancing-toe-tapping that I was doing while I was talking about something. Maybe I'm just really really happy.
It's not maybe. I'm really super happy. I hope this lasts.
About a month ago, I felt as low as I've felt. I know it has allot to do with the weather (aka lack of sunshine) and I've been missing Eric more and more, but I'm okay. These are steps that I believe I have to make in order to become the woman that I want to be.
But, the biggest question of all is, what do I want to do with my life? Does anyone else find it wildly unacceptable that a woman at the age of NEARLY 31, still has no idea. I feel like I might be on the verge of something..... just teetering on the edge between good enough and something great. I'm in the search for greatness.
I would also like to personally gloat about my run last week. My friend Mandy and I joined in the 7 mile "Run for the luck of it". It's an amazing feeling when you set out on the run with a ten minute mile goal and finish in just over an hour, averaging 8:47 minute miles.
Say what?
Maybe this great feeling is the after burn of accomplishing something I never thought possible. Consistently running under 9 minute miles. Me? No way. I'm not a runner.....
That's all I have to say.
Until next time......
